I wasn't really much of a "go-getter". When the 'going got tough' I was the type of person to run away and hide in a corner than to stand up and fight. In recent years I've had to change that attitude and really fight for what I wanted. Growing up has meant that I've needed to become a stronger person, one that sticks up for herself and isn't such a pushover, and one that literally goes and gets what she wants.
And in turn, the world has rewarded me for it. My friendships changed, my dating life has changed, even where and how I lived has changed (- not entirely by choice, lol). When I decided to start this blog last year, I did it with the intention of sharing what I wanted to talk about, but my resources were limited in what I could actually create. I had a "fairly good" point and shoot, a laptop, a kitchen and my imagination, and originally those factors were enough for a first time blogger. Now as I want to grow and "compete" in the "bloggersphere", a lot of things have to change.
For one thing, I need to get excited about this all again. I need to be able to dedicate time to the website, without falling short in other areas of my life, and I need to challenge myself to become "me" again. This "happy, shiny little girl with a big smile and a dream" - yes, that is actually how I've been described before. And yeah, I may be 20, but I really don't feel it.
I am going to actively try and change "things". I look forward to your feedback - good and bad.
Christina x
P.S. Guys... Do you love the new camera?!
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